Someone please throw me into a house like this maybe my heart will feel better.
My heart is sinking and sinking and sinking, everytime seeing our photo makes me feel more and more sad, but that's the only thing i can do. Staring at her photo and missing her, praying that one day she will change her mind.

Sitting alone in my room, smoking, thinking, drinking, hungry, feeling cold, feeling faint, pain in my heart, sobbing, staring at my laptop, i just don't feel good. Sick and heart break comes together .. no one to blame but myself..

AGain..i really love her.

10:44 PM