6th July 2007 344pm, answer which i dun wish to get, heart breaks like nobody's business, tears rolled down. Maybe im juz not good enough you or other reasons, i never cried for a long time but this time just can't help it. Just praying real hard one day you will change your mind, i'll be waiting for you again and again and again.... Strong on the outside but weak deep inside, may appear chatting happily with u but deep inside me is broken, i dun wish to see u feel sad or guilty just wants you to live happily.

*Remember 18 june 2008 our first meet up, thanks for the night.. 1 week later, went for dinner with you, enjoyed your dinner company, next on is East Coast cum Mustafa shopping then followed by Kai Ling's bday on 27th June 2008, wonderful but tiring night, and last trip is to Mustafa again for your shopping spree on 30th JUNE All those wonderful memories are always on my mind and i will never forget. If im not wrong today is the 1st month of knowing at Martin and it's the saddest day for me.

Please give me a chance in future..Deep in my heart i'm loving you. Waiting for you~

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