Friday, July 04, 2008
星期五, 已经快1个星期了,我还是苦苦地等着你的回复. 说我笨也好傻也好, 我就是不想失去你.
Forget it..use english is easier for me ..:p
Anyway, it's almost a week after i pop the question out and no reply but no worries i will still wait patiently. I dunno why i'm so crazy and afraid of losing you, frankly speaking after that night at the chalet, i'm dead sure i'm in love with you, seeing another guy who treats you so well just make me feel so jealous..have to bring myself out of the room for some booze in order to make myself feels better.
I'm not sure if that guy likes you or rather can see that he likes you by the way he looks at you when u're sleeping when i went in trying to wake u up but....nvm..or maybe you already have someone in mind, but i just want to let you know that i'm in love with you. I really dunno what i should do to make myself feels better well maybe get myself drunk but damn it i just wun get drunk that night. WTF ~
Actually that night i wanted to find some time to tell you but no chance .. -_-
Since that day till now my mind is full of your image, hoping to receive your sms, wondering if you'll be free to meet up after work....time we spent together may be short but really enjoys being out with you, even just to send you home, you may be cold in msn but not when we're out.
Anyway just something from my heart that needs to pour out, hope you dun find me too pushy or rather pestering you, if you do, i'm sorry..
My mind is FULL of you now .. pls take care..i'll always be there when you need me. :) I love you.. God Bless~
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