Almost a year since my gradma passed away but i still can't forget her smile and the food she used to cook for us. I remember every weekends all of us will gather at her place and she will cook all the good foods for us, like Pineapple prawns, fish maw soup, steam fish and some vegetables with nice sambal chilli. She don't mind the hassle to go market early in the morning and carrying bags and bags of groceries back just to cook for us. Now all this are just wonderful memories. No more asking my cousins to go grandma house, no more home cooked food from her, no more mahjong with her, no asking her to go shopping and buy her dinner. All i have now are images of her in my mind and photos of her in my room and albums.

Everytime when i pass by her place i will go for a drin kat the coffeeshop opposite her house, thinking for the good old days when she's still around, memories of her keep coming back to my mind.

Frankly speaking, everytime i think of her my tears will just roll down. She's just like my 2nd mother taking care of me since i'm young. No matter how naughty i am she will never scold or beat me. Now i can only blame myself for not giving her more love and not taking more care of her when she's in the hospital.

Hope you are now living happily in another land with grandpa. I'm sorry and i really miss you very much.

GOd Bless

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