Loving someone
Friday, August 17, 2007
Sometimes love is so amazing the kind of feeling juz comes whenever its the right time but then still afraid letting the other party know. Afraid of losing her when u tell u but if u dun tell her u'll never know wats the outcome and how she feels. Everyday receiving her msg really brightens my day and knowing that im not forgotten, seeing her is the happiest moments and can put all my bitterness, unhappy stuffs and sadness aside. But of cos i cant expect her to be with me everyday she still have her things to be done and friends to hang out with. So should i tell her how i feel or juz let time proves everything but will i lose her if i dun tell her, i might not be the kind of guy she likes, i may not even qualify to be her guy and can only be good friends or close friends but the fact is that i really hope to be with her, giving my very best to make her happy, buying things that she like bringing her to places for good food, catching movies and moments with her, sharing my happy moments with her and swallow all my sadness myself not wanting her to worry not wanting her to be unhappy. So if she doesnt want me to be her guy its okie, juz pray that someone will cheish her like i do and love her like i do, giving her happiness and not sadness, buy her the things she like. Remembering the things she likes is not difficult watever she says will juz stays in my mind, HAIZZZZZ...should i let her know?? GOD PLS HELP ME...helpless guy prays..and maybe one day she will come and tell mi that im the guy she wants as im afraid of losing her after telling her. Although promise are meant to be broken and nothing is forever even friends, i cant give u anything now but i will work hard for the sake of everything in future and i will love u and cherish u and give u happiness and laughters till the day i leave this earth, this is not a promise but is juz some little things i will do.
Gd nite, love ya always, something left in my heart for a long time.

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