Finally im back but back with a bad news, someone who dotes on me and my cousins past away, my grandma,an always cheerful and optimistic person someone we loved and treasured someone who pamper us like gems juz left us without giving us a chance to stand by her side, without hearing wat she wanted to tell us, without letting us tell her how much we love her, juz goes off like this. All the nice food she used to cook for us, playing mahjong with her going for dinners and shopping with her is juz like a history and memories for me. There will be no longer this kind of fun activities anymore. And now all of us will have lesser time meeting up as we used to go to her house on weekends, thats the time when i can feel the kind of family love.

Although today is already the 7th day of her death i still cant control my tears when typing this post and flash backs of my grandma juz kept coming into my mind. During the past few days at the wake, i may seem to be strong and pessimistic but in fact tat i really dun wish to go through this, i dun wanna drop tears during the wake as i believe my grandma will be sad to see us down with tears.

Finally everything is over and pray that my grandma will be blessed in heaven. God Bless. Love ya grandma.

7:38 PM